This is your journey. It doesn’t start now: it started a long time ago. You are already in the middle of it, and every moment that goes by, a moment of it passes. There is no used arguing with it, no use trying to change it.
You have to go with it. Accept that this is the way your journey goes. It is something that never pauses, something that never goes on break. For many people, this realization may be a scary one to internalize, but not for you: you are different.